So. We went to the cinema tonight to see Welcome to Collinwood, which was an amazingly funny movie... And the actors were all really good.
Sophie is gone to Bournemouth, and I have to say that I do miss her. It's like... She's always here normally, and now she's not. But I had a wicked time tonight! It was just Kunal, Kirsty, Tom, Carole and me (and later on Fred)... I realized once again that I know some amazing (I love this word tonight) people, and they all are so different and so incredible... I love them. Kunal is the best though, he's just so funny and it's weird, when we're together we just turn into 5 years old again and it's a big laugh. I would have loved to move in with him too next year, but him and Kirsty just cannot live together (I am not being mean or something here; they both agreed on that *lol*).
Anyway. I also realized something else... First, that I am living my life like a dream. I still haven't fully realized that I am here, with these people, in this city, doing what I do - it feels like it has to stop, like it's a dream and I am going to wake up very soon, because it's just... Too perfect. No, actually, it's not perfect: it's what I wanted for 18 years, it's all my dreams and hopes put together, they're real, I am living them...
Second, I realized that my life now is... I don't know, an adult life? Adult life is just this - doing things on your own, not having someone else deciding things for you. I might sound like a spoiled little girl, but really: the rest of my life was like that, everyone's life is like this; you go to school everyday because your parents want you to, and then you go out but you have to tell your parents, and everything you do involves parents, or teachers, or adults in general. Now, I go out whenever I want to, I do my groceries, if I don't want to go to uni I just don't go and... I don't know, I can't explain it and it sounds stupid, but for me it's a big discovery.
I'll stop being all serious and thoughtful now... *lol* I love the world.