Aaah, the rash of nicotine! Loooovely! Gh. Today I've had my first two cigarettes in more than one week. I can't wait to be in Tuscany so that I can smoke sitting in the garden. Well, not really, or my parents will see me, but I'll find more occasions to smoke. It's funny, I feel like I should have done this sort of shit when I was 14, sneaking around to smoke, not now that I'm 18.
By the way, I don't want to turn 19. I want to be 18 forever. Being 18 has been absolutely perfect. *lol*
I've done nothing all day, watched tv (two movies and one more later on tonight). The laziness.
Have to call loads of people (Rie, Laure, Sophie) but I don't feel like talking on the phone right now. Mmh. I'm an antisocial bitch, really.
Someone searched for "vani kunal" just inside vsp.nu through Yahoo. Weird?
I'm still in this bizarre mood, I'm not happy but I'm not depressed either.
Keep finding amazing people on the internet, a girl from SOAS on lj, a Spanish girl moving to London in September asking about halls of residence, an Italian girl who lives in London and left me a message on my guestbook saying that I'm sweet... I love internet and these things. The randomness of it all...
Also, had weird messages on faceparty... One guy inviting me for a "cultural evening" before he leaves for Frisco and one guy suggesting "some pampering" and a "full body to body Swedish massage". I think I have the ability of attracting weirdos.
I miss London more and more; actually, not just London. I would love to be able to go to some bar and meet up with all my friends, just like that, simply meeting them for a drink. I know it's impossible, but the thought of it keeps coming up in my mind.