So, someone else I know has found out about this blog, and I'm really strating to worry. I mean, I know that if I put this stuff up on the internet there is the risk of people I know in real life reading it, so I really should just delete the links to the archives or make the whole site password protected, but I don't really want to... I know there are people who don't know me and might enjoy reading my site, and I like to think that you can read it randomly and be interested by it even if you don't know me... At the same time, there are some really really private things here, especially from the beginning of last year, when I was innocent and naive and thought that nobody would ever find out about the blog. So, what am I supposed to do? There are some people that CANNOT read this site under any circumstances. I'm pretty confused about the matter and don't really know what to do. In the end this mess is really just my fault, but I cannot delete 12 months of my life, even if writing some things down was just wrong from the start...
Last night we had our first house party... Everybody got pissed, everything went a bit mad really, and it was great fun. We incredibly got to fit more than 15 people in our tiny flat (but you have to take into account Fred and a couple of his mates who decided they would sit on the roof, yeah that's right, the roof of the house for a while). It was great though, and it was nice to see people I hadn't seen in months (Tom C., do you remember him? The guy I was going out with last year, and Dave, and Tom M.), and people I haven't seen that often lately (well, Kunal and Ambar), and my usual friends and other people... Eheheh.
The only problem was getting up this morning... Actually I missed my SEA on film (the movie and the class because I couldn't be bothered with the neither of them, ops), which is bad, but it's the first thing I've missed in a month and there are people I know in that class, so I can just get the notes off someone.
Apart from that, I'm becoming a real, organized adult! I got my student travelcard, in two weeks time I'll have my first bank account, later on today I'm getting a membership at my local library, on Monday we'll get a 7-day free membership to our local gym (swimming pool, I'm coming!), etc. All sorts of exciting stuff.
Tomorrow night we're going to the Stratford Rex, which is gonna be soooo good. That's where I met Paul for the first time, seems so long ago... Well, it actually is 6 months. I can't believe Sophie and Paul have been going out for 6 months. It's like... So weird to see how strong their relationship is after not that long... Eheheh. My dear flatmates, can you tell I love them? ;)
Anyway, PSY TRANCE I'M COMING! I've been listening to psy trance non stop in the past few days, it's mad. I didn't think I could listen to that kind of music 'normally' (as in 'not in a club'), but I bloody can and it's bloody good. Bwahahah!
Yeah, so, as you can see I just needed to make a nice, long post. For once! I don't really know what is happening with our phone, when we are going to get it reconnected and when we are going to get internet, but... We'll see.
Oh, and by the way, men are still bastards, and I'm still a bit fucked up by what happened last month, but well. Life is a bitch and I have to cope with it.