Ok, I apologise for being so melodramatic at the beginning of the week... Let's just say that a couple of things went wrong and because of various factors (not exactly legal ones *erm*) I wasn't feeling too well. At all.
But I feel a lot better now, I finally got a more positive attitude and I'm trying not to stress too much about stuff. Everything is going to be fine! I have loads of work for uni, a presentation and an essay next friday and another essay the friday after that, but I'm confident that I'm going to do fine (and I'm not going out this week end nor next week end, so I've got a lot more time)... I'm getting into my subjects a lot more, I'm actually doing loads of interesting things (well, apart from one course - the lecturer is soooo fit and he has a very sexy accent, but he's bloody boring), so I'm quite satisfied.
Let's say that finally getting together my espresso machine has been helping things going smoothly. Bwahahah. Lavazza mon amour.
Concerning my relationship... It's not easy. It's not as good as I'd like it to be... I think we both have issues when it comes to relationships, and only seeing each other once a week is not helping... Some things will have to change in some way, because I'm not ready to invest myself in something that will only be part-time. I'm trying to sort things out in my head, and I guess he needs some sorting out too, so I don't know. As I've already said I really hope it works, because I really really really do like him and I've already put so many feelings in this things that stopping it now would... Well, he would make me very depressed. It would make me feel like shit for quite a while. So, there you go. Don't I almost sound mature in this paragraph? *lol* Don't worry, I'm still a freak, this is just my being-an-adult facade! Eheheh.
So, yeah... Life is definitely better. Thanks for the comments! ;)