I've had a veeeeeery busy week and haven't been able to post at all, I'm sorry... You would think I spent my reading week working on my essay and so on, wouldn't you? Well, you're wrong!!! Bwahahah. Actually I'm in the library right now, doing my readings (mental note: Vanina for fuck's sake you have to read quickly, the essay is due on Wedsneday afternoon).
So, to make it short, I spent most of last week with Ryan, going to the cinema, drinking, smoking, sleeping (and -erm- other stuff), having fun, falling for this guy. Yes guys, I admit it, I'm falling for him and it's damn scary but damn good at the same time... :)
As usual I'm being way too paranoid about it, which is bad bad bad... It's just that for once, it's working, we like each other, and I'm scared that it will completely fuck up in some way, I don't know how why and when, but it's going to fuck up. At the same time I know that I have to work hard on it, to make it go on, and everything... I don't know, I'm still pretty confused about the whole thing, it's just so new and unexpected...
My favourite comment about it: me telling Sander & Philip that I got a boyfriend and Kirsty going "Yes, Vanina is finally getting laid". Bwahahahah. Ah. Ah. True. ^_^
Anyway, my week has been focused mostly on getting a good start with Ryan, so I haven't done much. Went to cinema to see The Matrix: Revolutions, which in my opinion was quite shit (I almost got bored a couple of times), but oh well... I knew it wouldn't be in any way as good as the first one, but I think it's possibly worse than the second one. Blah. I obviously went to see the first screening, 2 pm on the 5th of November. Eheheh.
But let me think... So, I got with Ryan of Friday night (Halloween, spooky ah?), went back to his house (poor parents) in Enfield (zone 6, miiiiiiiles away), went back to Stokey on Saturday, then watched tv and read (American Gods is wicked, and Geisha of Gion is pretty good too) for a couple of day, went back to Enfield on Tuesday, spent the night and the whole of Wednesday there, came back to Stokey, chilled out until Saturday, Dee & Ryan came down on Saturday night, went to the Renaissance Rooms for a veeeery good night of Psychedelic Trance, went back to Enfield after that (8.30 on Sunday morning), spent the whole of Sunday sleeping/chilling out, and here I am. I feel quite tired, but I really need to work on this damn essay, which is shiiiit, I don't wanna do it, I wanna be lazy, blah blah blah. I've been in the library for hours and I've done almost no work, ops.
As you can read I am in a rather bubbly mood, eheheh. I've been like this for the past week, just being happy and listening to music and reading, it's been great... But I have this horrible week in front of me (presentation+essay+going back home for the week-end) and I really can't find the energy to do it. So I'll probably end up being in a bad mood and doing everything I have to do, instead of being in a good mood and not doing anything. Oh dear God I'm talking complete rubbish... Eheheh.
I really needed to write a nice, long, nonsensical post you know? Going out & writing are my favourite outlets for stress, they help me so much. I think that since all this stuff happened with Ryan I've written some 20 (or even more) pages in my funky notebook from Barcelona... I'm mad eh?
So, yeah. I've exhausted my bubbliness for today. What can I say? I'm V, I'm happy and I have a boyfriend. Eeeeeeeeh! ;)