My last post was depressing so I decided to delete. My parents have got issues with money but I don't want to think about it, even if it's the wrong moment to spend money for presents.
Went to the gynaecologist this morning, I had to wait with old ladies for a good three quarters of an hour and then had to be naked in front of the poor woman I hate. I even had a smear test (it fucking hurts, ouch) and I'll have to get a blood test as well, which I absolutely dread (I'm absolutely terrorised by needles and blood coming out of my arm and seeing it coming out and aaaaaaah >_<)... But well. After that I went shopping with my mum, for my Christmas presents (for me and from me). I got some cool travel-size shampoos and stuff for blonde hair for my aunt (John Frieda rocks! ^^), a book about Orientalism for my dad... Oh, and I got two books for my mum at WHSmith the other day (let's hope my brother hasn't got the same ones!!!). And now, my presents... Levi's, a very long gray coat (it only was 29 euros, I love it when my mum finds weird little shops with cheap clothes), a kind of hoodie/jacket thing (I need it for when I go to raves!), a pair of trainers (like my old white and pink adidas, just in white and baby blue), a couple of plain t-shirts and the coolest pair of gloves ever. Now I need to find a present for my brother before he gets here tomorrow. No ideas. Maybe some cream for men or some beauty stuff or something like that? I'll have to do it tomorrow morning, and I'll need to buy paper to wrap my presents and shit. Mmh.
I'm really pissed off, I keep trying to download one of Dido's new songs from Kazaa, and it's always fucked up, I can't seem to find a normal, functioning file. Work bitch, work!
What else? I need a fag, I miss London, I miss Ryan, I want Christmas to come because I want to wear my new clothes, bla bla bla.