My computer has fucked up and so even though I've got an internet connection at home in theory, in practice I can't use it. So I'm posting from uni again, trying to avoid my next essay (three days to do it, it has to be 3000 words, I haven't read one article and I'm desperate, basically).
Wanna know something (not) funny? I'm single again. Two days after I got back Ryan broke up with me. He didn't really give me a reason apart from the fact that he's completely fucked up. I've found out stuff about him that... You can't even imagine. For a couple of days I felt like absolute shit (he's treated me badly, I can tell you that, and he has lied to me), but then... I realised, it's not my fault, I'm not the one who's wrong here. And I'm getting over it. Oh, yeah, I'll miss him, but it wasn't the most perfect relationship anyway and I sure don't want to get back with him. Among other things, on Christmas' Eve he snogged another girl in front of his mates, who all knew we were going out, and guess what? I found out this through my friends, he didn't even bother to tell me. Rather humiliating, I'm telling you.
After that I snogged someone I really shouldn't have snogged, but it made me feel so much better, to be close to someone like that. Now I'm a tiny bit confused about the whole thing, but oh well. I don't care anymore.
(if you ask me, the solution would be a nice threesome. Don't ask, it's a long story)
New Year's Eve was really good, we went to Trafalgar Square first and then crashed a squat party, weird eh??? It was wicked though, and we talked to loads of cool people and got completely trashed which is always good. As soon as I sort out my internet connection I'll post the pictures (and I've taken pictures of the flat as well, and of me being very silly)... Sadly I won't have time to sort this out until next week when essays' hell is finished... Sniff. I hope I won't have to format the hard drive, it would be a bit of a bitch (but at the same time useful, my laptop would be new and fast and nice all over again, and I would have Windows installed by myself instead of those idiots at Dell). I also seriously need to upload vsp.nu again, it's been down for far too long!
Anyway, gotta go now, hope you enjoyed the news. Sometimes I think that my life is better than Eastenders/Dallas/Beautiful/any mad soap opera you can think of. Eheheh.