I've got nothing to do right now. Uni on strike, so no tutorials or lectures today and tomorrow (one of lecturers is working anyway but I don't really feel like crossing the picket line, you know, all these people ARE paid nothing, they're right to strike).
I keep thinking about the weekend... And guess about who! *lol* I shouldn't be talking about this stuff, because some of Fred's friends do know about the blog and bla bla bla, and I shouldn't talk about things like this but... I really do not give a fuck anymore. I want to say what I think and that's it.
Now, a question that I find interesting... Ok, imagine you've gone out with a girl/guy once, for like a couple of weeks. A year later, you like one of her/his friends. Should you not do anything because she/he is a friend of theirs and you used to go out? I'm sorry but it doesn't make any sense to me. No sense at all. What difference does it make anyway, you're not going out with that person anymore and it was all a long time ago... Pisses me off.
I NEED to meet someone. I really really really need to. I feel lonely, I feel... Unloved, boring, whatever. I want some intimacy, closeness, I need a kiss, I need sex. I miss everything about being with someone... And right now I've got no options whatsoever. Boring boring boring. I know it's stupid that I feel like shit only because I'm single, but I can't stand it. I can't stand being on my own...
And I wanna stop moaning/whining as well! AAAAAAH!