Peter Andre' has re-released Mysterious Girl. Bwahahah. Talk about a long time ago! 1996... I remember actually liking the song... *lol* Don't worry, I'm better now, I still like shit music but not Peter Andre'... XD
The flat is in a complete mess but I can't be bothered to clean anything. Mpfh.
Friday is a such a great day. I spend it drooling almost non-stop. I love having fit guys in my classes. XD I've got the French guy (very tall, with a pretty face and blond dreadlocks) and the American Guy (who looks like a sweeter version of Colin Farrell, and I swear, he REALLY REALLY does). Mmh. My hormones are working again, there's no doubt about that. On a more serious note: Ryan is going to be at Sinergy Project next Saturday, and he wants to 'talk to me'. I don't wanna see him, I don't wanna realize I still like him, I don't wanna talk to him because what I'd really like to do is insult him but I know I won't have the energy or the courage to do so. I feel like such a little girl, still not over him, why is taking me so long? I have whole weeks when I don't even think about him and then something comes out that reminds me of him and it just starts playing with my head... It sucks.
Tomorrow I'm going to Kent for... well, a day. Fred's parents are away somewhere so we've got his house all for us. It's going to be... Fred, Tom M., the other Tom, Kirsty and me. And maybe other people but I'm not sure. Should be fun... James was supposed to come but he doesn't have any money (literally, NO money, he's been going around London on his bike), which doesn't make me happy at all. :/ I miss James. I know I'm repeating myself but... I do miss Dinwiddy. And it's not that I don't like living here, I love it to bits, I love the flat, my room, living with Soph and Paul... But I'd like to be a first year again, careless and a bit stupid, going back to a building full of students and alcool and weed and mess mess mess. It was fun. It was the first time in my life I was truly satisfied with my life.
I guess I've moaned enough now? *lol* Anyway, I'll see you all on Sunday! This Kent-thing better be good because I'm spending 20 quid on the train ticket. Can you believe it, 20 £ (return) for a journey of about an hour and a half. Fucking ridiculous. Stupid English trains. :)
By the way, go here and give lots of love to Cat! ;)