Isn't it shit when you're all on your own and the only things on tv are a Blue concert and football and rugby?
Had a nice bath because I really needed to give myself a soak. I was hoping it would be good for my back because right now... I'm just a load of tense muscle. I seriously am - last week Paul tried to give me a shoulder massage and said he's never seen someone so tense. I guess that when I think I'm not stressed I actually am and it all goes into my back... Poor me. I think I'll try to convince my mum to pay for an hour of professional massage for me, it's really starting to hurt too much.
Last night was nice... I can't believe Dee is 25, he's only 1 year younger than my brother and it really doesn't feel like it. I got some pictures, the first ones are a bit blurry because I forgot the flash, but well. So I'm going to update the gallery today and put all the pictures from Venice and last night up. I do love having a digicam. Anyway, as I was saying, it was quite nice to see those guys - all of Paul's friends are really sweet you know. Dee and Ryan have dreaded their hair, it looks a bit weird at the moment, and... It makes me laugh, they're becoming hippies. *lol* It was a bit weird, as usual, but no matter how much shit those two have put me through, I can't help but really care about them.
Still trying to adapt to the fact that I'm not with Jana-babe anymore... I can't believe how much I feel like I've known her for years, lol. It's just that... How to explain, she makes me see different sides to things, but in ways that I always understand. It's inspiring. Can't wait for the summer, who knows where we're gonna end up... Eheheh.
Should get something to eat, but there's not much in the house. Pasta, cereals, a slice of cold pizza, some old chinese egg friend rice (left by Harriet and Laurie)... Nice hey? *lol*
[edit] I've uploaded the pictures! So there's a gallery for Venice and a gallery for the party last night... Enjoy. :) I'm watching a week's worth of Eastenders. Why is everybody in there so fucked up??? Siblings sleeping together, beating up, hidden sons, murders, rapes... o__O [/edit]