To wake up in the morning or afternoon or night and be amazed by where I am, who I am with and what I'm doing. I want to be able to talk about everything with my friends. I want to be open-minded, friendly, helpful as much as I can be. I want to enjoy the music I listen to, especially to go out and be able to melt into the music. I want to be able to think about what I've done in the past and be nostalgic about it. I want to be happy as much as I can every day, hour, minute and second. I want to do as much as possible, try everything, take advantage of every opportunity. I want to stay the person I am now, with my qualities and my faults. I want to live happily and dangerously.
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See, that's what goes on my head when I'm on a bus, still half-asleep, at 8 in morning... My mind starts wandering around weird ideas and reflections on life... It's great fun, when I do remember what I've been thinking a couple of hours later... :) I usually don't! It's always like that, I start thinking about 'important' stuff just before going to sleep or after I've woken up.
Last night ER's episode was just BAD. I'm sorry, I love that programme, I've been watching it for like 6 years, but that was just TOO MUCH. A fucking chopper crashing on the hospital... *lol* I know it was supposed to be 'dramatic', but I just started laughing when it happened.
I've chosen both of my essay titles for my next two essays now... One is about Violence and the other about Singapore and how the population has been controlled by the government... I've started reading one of the articles today and it's soooo interesting. Every time I get stoned I start talking about that sort of stuff, discussing whether we're controlled by our governments or by transnational companies in ways we can't even imagine... Sometimes I do think it's true, but I won't start this discussion here... It would take hours! XD
Gotta go watch telly because my head is wandering off again. Fucking spliff. Eheheh. :D