I forgot to say, I bought these shoes in Brussels, how cute are they? And they're womens shoes, lol. I think it's the first time in my life I buy a pair of womens trainers. I love them.
So, I'm in Turin. I've been in 5 different European cities in the last 3 weeks, and I've spent 20+ hours travelling as well. I'm kind of tired now, but it's cool. At least I've changed scenery all the time. I don't really feel like going to Tuscany because the weather here in Italy is absolutely shit... Yesterday it rained the WHOLE day - I swear I've never seen weather so bad in London! It's really unlucky, being in Italy in April with a weather that is more... December or so. Oh well. I'm sleeping at a friend of my aunt's (she's only got a small flat, so I don't fit in), who is... A transsexual, and she's got the most beautiful house EVER, with loads of Art Nouveau stuff, exactly the kind of house I want when I grow up. I'll post pictures in the next few days.
It's been weird lately... I always have the feeling I'm living someone else's life, and all these little things... I don't know. Listening to psy trance and remembering clubs, and now Always by Bon Jovi (I used to listen to it when I was still in Rome, such a long time ago), and wearing nice earrings (in the shape of bunches of grapes), and my aunt's laundry smelling like Ryan (what can I do, it makes me think of him and my heart aches), flowers, Italian architecture, and cashmire on my skin... All these things probably mean nothing to you, they just seem like a random collection of things and feelings (and they are), but for me, right now, they represent so much, and I can't even explain how and why - sometimes I think that I'm too crazy and complicated and weird for my own good. Every little thing makes me nostalgic and pensive and... I don't know...
By the way, it's confirmed. My parents, AND my aunt, know I smoke. I still don't wanna smoke in front of them though. Which sucks, in some way, because I just need a cigarette. *lol*