Article reading and essay writing. Don't like it at all... But yeah, I've done a bit of work (the headache caused by the sanbuca I had last night didn't help - erm), not enough, but a bit. Tomorrow I am getting up well early, making myself a good cup of coffee and working properly. Let's hope for the best... How I hate not having any willpower at all. X(
London yesterday was lovely; as I walked to the bus stop to go to Kirsty's place the sun was going down, the sky was blue and the clouds white, it was breezy and slightly cold, but not too much. As I walked in the little streets around here, with all the cute houses and Jewish people, I understood how much I like this area. I'll definitely miss it next year. Yeserday, once again, I regretted not being a good photographer, because everything was so beautiful to my eyes, all the little details of a London spring day... I can't believe the second year is almost over, already, but for once, I don't wanna be negative and think about like this. I want to enjoy every moment of it without worrying. Time goes quickly, and it sucks, but I can't change it, so I better enjoy it. I want to be more positive, you know, because... Well, it's worth it. I want to better myself, have more positive energy, take every chance... The problem is that I never trust myself, I don't have a very good opinion of my capabilities and I have to change this. And I will. In a bit more than a year I'll be finished with uni, and I'll have to start making a good life for myself, an interesting job, make my dreams real, build something. I want to be a better person, and I will try and try until I get where I want. Because I know that I can.
Enough positive thinking for now, lol. I have sort of a date on wednesday (it's weird - I'll tell you how it goes, but it's a weird thing, and I'm not too sure... We'll see) to see Kill Bill 2 (can't wait!), and Kirsty is having a party on friday, and it's going to be fun... I'll bring my bottle of wine and drink someone else's vodka, and hopefully 'someone' will be there, so we'll see for that as well.
This post has been good for me. I like how I start writing about something and go on to something else - maybe I write too much sometimes, but it helps me, it gives me strenght and confidence, and that's what I need at the moment.
Anyway, something else... If you're reading this, I'd like you to do something for me. Comment on this post and tell me the titles of three books you think everyone should read, just books you think are really good. I want some new ideas for books (I already have loads, but the more the better) and I think this is the best way to get them! Cheers. ;)