life has never been so beautiful
Thursday, April 29, 2004
I'm here again, at Jay's place. I still can't believe how it just gets better and better, and I'm just falling in love. Yes, I am. I don't care what people say, yeah, it's going quickly, maybe too quickly, but it's what I want. Seriously, right now, there's nothing else in the world I want more than this, being with him and fall in love and just... Live as much as possible, or better, feel so alive it makes me want to scream.
Tomorrow I am starting revision, and I'll be serious about it. I can't fuck up now, because life is becoming almost perfect and I need to be at my best, in every single thing I do. Being with Jay has given me all that positive energy I was talking about - I wanna do things, I wanna be productive, I wanna be creative, I wanna be myself and take full advantage of everything I've got. So I'll work hard for my exams, because fucking 2i, I'm here to get ya! *lol*
Tonight I am going to my brother's place for dinner, finally. Should be nice, I hope. Who knows if he's still reading this. I hope not. Anyway, I don't know if I should say anything about Jay - I probably will in the end, because the temptation to talk about him is too great.
Got my new phone, it's a bit big, but... Sooo cool. It's got two cameras as well (one at the front and one at the back, lol). I had to add all of my contacts by hand because the little fucker sim card wouldn't work in my other mobile. Oh well.
I'm so satisfied right now, in every sense. Mmh. Such a new feeling.
Aaaahhh, l'amour...lasciati andare Vanina!