i'm in paris, once again. left london with jay, and after having felt like crying for about two days i was unnaturally calm... or more... like numb. i can't believe i won't see my jay for two months, i can't and i don't wanna think about it. i just hope it goes quickly. apparently i'll also be back a couple of days before what i thought because my parents are going to london, by car, on the week of my birthday. so that would be good.
anyway, about india. i feel... not ready, not at all, mainly because i don't think i'll have fully grasped the idea that tomorrow night i'll be in new delhi. bloody hell. talk about scary. i need to start reading the guide, because i need to plan what i want to see and stuff... argh! the good thing is, my suitcase is half empty. i'm gonna buy loads of stuff there. bwahahah... XD
so, to make it short... i feel numb, not ready, a bit out of it and i miss my baby. but i'm still excited about going... i think.