i just got the best email in the whole world; and i feel so lucky that i found someone who can make me feel so special, put a smile on my face just with a few words. and god, do i want to be there with him, make him feel as loved as i do, just give him everything i've got.
one week left (sorry jana-babe for saying it again). it's probably going to be the longest week of my life; and i just want it to go quickly! which doesn't mean that i don't love it here and i'm not enjoying myself, but...
i need to sleep in the same bed as him, be with him. it's been 5 weeks since i left london and i've been counting the days, the hours...
sometimes i don't feel like i deserve him; at the same time, this is the most grown up relationship i've ever been in, and i really do feel like we're equals, we feel the same, we're honest with each other.
it's just the best.