i've just finished my fifth book since i got here. five books in a week. i've never read so quickly in my whole life. lack of alternatives...
today it has started; my parents yelling at me and telling me i should be nicer to them and even if i'm bored i have no right no act like this (act how??? sorry i dare to disagree with you on some useless subject)... but i don't wanna think about it, talk about it. i can bet you that within the week we'll have the first big row. i SO cannot be bothered with this.
bought camels and tobacco because the only thing that keeps me sane are the few cigarettes i can smoke when they're not bugging me.
for the first time EVER, my mobile works in my room. sadly though i can only send texts... spent an agonizing half hour yesterday trying to call my baby, but nothing...
in the end, what drives me insane is the lack of communication. the phone is in the living room which is in a separate building from my room altogether, so there goes the internet. and having just texts isn't exactly what i'd call being connected to the world. bollocks. i can't be bothered, not for another month, not for another two weeks, not for another fcking day. someone please make me sleep until the 5th of august.