yes, i'm a birthday girl. finally. adieu teenage years! kekeke.
the only problem is... i'm sort of bored. waiting for jay to come home from work... which won't happen for another 4 hours or so. bla bla bla. maybe i could watch the dreamers... i downloaded it the other day... i might as well. or keep watching friends. i've started watching it all over AGAIN, from the first series. i must have seen every bloody episode at least 5 times... lol. my obsession.
i forgot to say... apparently, jay's parents did like me. he talked to them yesterday and they said i was nice; his mum said i was very mature (she was surprised when jay told her i'm only nine... no sorry twenty *^^*) and his dad that i sound very intelligent. my reaction to this? i was so happy that i cleaned the bathroom (which probably doesn't make any sense to you, but it does to me). i rock. especially considering they didn't really like his previous girlfriend... bwahahah. huge ego boost. massive ego boost.
my parents are gonna come to london on friday... i'm really hoping my mum will be able to pick up my ipod tomorrow... otherwise i won't get it for ages, i mean, at least until i go to paris (and i'm not too sure of when that will be). parents called me this morning (my mum also had some sort of important/interesting news, but it's something i have to think about and i'd rather not say yet), then i got emails, loads of comments here and on my lj, a few posts on it.fan.japan.sailor-moon, a couple of texts and a couple of phonecalls, all wishing me happy birthday. on the whole, i consider myself satisfied. lol... :)
when my dad talked to me on the phone, at around 1, he said something that made me really happy, one of those cute things that make me melt. he said... 'you know, i can remember what i was doing exactly 20 years ago. i was waiting and waiting, and then i decided to go for a walk. but i was so nervous that i almost immediately went back...'
it feels so weird. to hear people talking about when i was born... it's very moving.
no matter what, even though i'm here on my own, today is my birthday, i love my life right now, and i'm so damn happy. kekeke.