this morning i had to get up at 5.30; yet, i'm still up, after a day spent in car-train-train-bus-plane-car... as you might have guessed, i'm back in london. and i'm even more tired if you consider the fact that i had ridiculous amounts of sex (i apologise to people who get shocked easily). after 6 weeks of not seeing jay, it just had to happen.
i'm even more tanned than jay (who's half maltese). i feel healthy. or at least i feel i have very healthy skin.
need to phone lots of people, but right now i have no energy left whatsoever.
it's almost a good thing jay had to go home tonight (he has work tomorrow morning). i need some rest. today was psychologically (final dramatic fights with parents + realizing how in love i am again) & physically (travelling + sex sex sex) draining. but i think that tomorrow morning i'll wake up refreshed and happy; and that's a good thing.
i'm just so happy to be back with him; because he makes me smile no matter what he says. i just feel so relaxed when i'm around him, and after the last few days having huge rows with my parents and feeling completely empty it's so good to feel loved and appreciated and so on.
if i could just alternate london & croatia for the rest of my life i'd be the happiest person ever. all the people i love in both places, good clubs and a wonderful city on one side, cheap cigarettes and wonderful sea & nature on the other.
aaah. the comfort of having a double bed all to myself. yes, i'm gonna go to sleep. even though it's just 10.30.