i just got two very sweet emails, lorke & my own personal stalker (apparently). you know, those emails that really make you smile when you read them at night, after you've just come home. it's nice.
today was lovely; went to oxfordshire with my parents, saw two beautiful gardens, then went to see some of their friends who i hadn't seen since i was... 9? 10? so it was really weird. the last time i saw that cottage it looked huge, and now it's just a normal cottage. it's the sort of things that makes you wonder about your position in space, your place, stuff like that. at one point i was sitting in the car and started to have one of those weird moments when you think... what would the world look like if the car was going in the opposite direction? what would it look like if i was facing the other way? a truly bizarre moment.
i really want to see jay; i miss him so much just because sleeping without him next to me doesn't even feel like sleeping anymore. it doesn't make sense, you know. one of the reasons why i know this is true love... lol. oh. i'm being cheesy again.