i've been lazing around since thursday... yesterday jay was working so i was here on my own... i just sat around, tidied up, watched some tv (i've missed so much in home & away it's not even funny... lol), and... that's it. lol. read heat magazine as well... then watched big brother (come on, it was the final, i had to watch it... sort of), bla bla bla. was bored for most of the day, but i needed it... just chilling out, you know.
then last night i sat outside the door, smoked a cigarette on my own; and i realized, i never thought i'd be in mottingham, smoking a cigarette, incredibly happy. how life works out.
i've just found out i lost weight as well... i think it's a combination of india + sickness + croatia + not that much food... i'm 67 kg now, the lightest i've been in like... 5 years!!!
anyway. my boyfriend is the best. in every sense.
kc, my blog started... well, i wanted one for a long time, when i was 17 or so, but i didn't open one until i started uni, i was scared of hurting people around me... well, my boyfriend at the time. then we broke up, i moved to london, and i felt that i needed to have a diary of my time here... so i started my blog as 'vanilla flavoured days', wrote so much oh so much! after a year or so i got this domain. and that's it. :) so it's been almost two years! sometimes i read my first posts, and i realize how much i've grown up in these two years... it's kind of scary. ^^