woke up in the worse mood ever. and if this is not pms i don't know what the hell it is. my head feels light and confused, my back hurts, it's cold, it's raining, i have stuff to do but i don't want to do it. i wish jay didn't have that stupid stupid stupid job and could be here with me. i feel lonely etc. etc. etc. and as usual i hate it when i'm like this, because i'm so bad for myself. there's no fcking way i'm going into central london with this weather. i don't even have an umbrella. so it means i'll spend the day inside doing fckall... i could download some music, something i've been meaning to do for a while, and i should scan my pictures... but i'll end up sitting in front of the tv or something. the first thing i'll do, or better, the first thing i won't do is take a shower. on days like this i know i should just take it easy, so i'll just sit around in my pjs. fck it. i don't care. i'm in a bad mood.