my phone bill is... 140 quid. yes, a 140. i feel so fcking stupid and useless. that leaves me about 220 quid for the next three weeks, including my trip to scotland and possibly a travelcard (which is 80 pound). i know i'll manage it, but it pisses me off so much that i was stupid enough to spend so much money on my fcking phone. i'm pissed off with myself, so incredibly pissed off. this means no going out, no extras, no treats for my baby, which is the thing that angers me the most, because god knows if he deserves some. ARGH. one thing's for sure, i'm gonna bloody look for a job properly now. i need one, i want one, i just can't be bothered with this shit anymore.
i suck.