for the past week or so, i haven't been feeling well. it all started with a certain feeling of uneasiness with life; and it culminated today, when i was on my way here (jay's house), i was sitting in the train and i felt like crying. i just... don't feel well at the moment. there are no other ways of describing it; i have a thousand reasons but none of them are actually strong enough for me to feel like this. the fact that i still haven't had my period (no, i'm not pregnant, don't worry) doesn't help, and the fact that i'm losing huge amounts of hair makes it even worse. seriously, i'm losing SO MUCH hair. so next week i need to get an appointment with a doctor and talk about these things, because i'm starting to think (and be pretty sure) that all this is hormones-related.
thank god for jay, because he's always here when i need him. i love him so much.