once again, i've changed the pictures in the layout. i do know i should make a new one, really, but i love this one too much. and at the moment i don't have the energy to make it... even if i did, it would be in the same style. simple, with bits and pieces from my photos, just the way i like it. anyway, it took me ages to choose the photos to use, because so much has happened since i changed them last!!! india, croatia, 6 (almost 7) months with jay, the third year, the new flat... so yeah. the next one will have more space for pictures, me thinks. ;p but as usual i was narcissistic enough to put in two pictures of myself. bwahahah. wanted to put jay's beads in as well but they didn't fit. sniff. i love jay's beads. have i ever said? jay is obsessed with beads; the bigger the better. he's got a weird style, that boy. he doesn't think it's a style but it is.
but anyway, i'm feeling better now. had a huge argument with jay last night/today, got extremely upset, and then realized i was being (sort of) a muppet. stefania, tell me about PMS! i'm blaming it on that. i think the fact that in the next few days i'm going to get my period for the first time in 4+ months is fcking with me. well, hopefully i am getting a period. should do really. argh.
everyone has gone out to a rave... sniff, the first one i'm missing in a while. but i really don't feel like going so... i think i'm getting over them, which is a shame. i still love raving, but i can't do it as often as i used to anymore. once every couple of months is enough for me... too much work, too many things to do, and going to a rave means losing two days because of the lack of sleep and need to recover. so nope, can't do it right now. maybe i'm becoming too adult, you know. lol.
or maybe not, since i've been blogging like crazy again (hadn't done it like this since... my first year, probably), with the longest entries ever. eeeh. well. gotta go find something to do now... procrastinating, possibly.