naughty me.
Tuesday, December 7, 2004
yeah, i'm naughty in many different ways. i ended up not doing much at the week end, but after all the work i put into that essay i think i deserved it. :) now the problem is, i've got quite a lot of reading left to do for this other essay... i would say around a 100 pages. argh. gotta do it tonight/tomorrow morning as well, because i need to start writing tomorrow so i can finish it on thursday and hand it in on friday. with a bit of luck it will all go well. ;p
major arguments over the week end; but now everything's good... i think uni is putting me under a lot of stress and the same goes for jay; and we tend to take it out on each other because it's the easiest thing to do. we need to learn that it's not the right thing to do...
christmas is getting closer and closer. and my list of christmas presents is being finalised... ;p anyway apart from my terribly consumeristic tendencies, it feels weird, it's christmas again. every year i play that 'where was i 1/2/5 years ago' thing, and it's amazing. because now even if i think 'where was i 10 years ago?' i actually know, and it's not too far in the mists of memories... i'm old!!! *lol* so three years ago i was celebrating my last christmas as a high school student. i was in a long-term relationship and was working hard for my final exams. two years ago i was spending my first christmas as a uni student, missing my mates back in london lots, and thinking about all the guys i was going to sleep with. a year ago i spent my christmas holidays thinking about ryan, came back and he broke up with me... don't even wanna think about that actually. and this year... i've got jay, a lot of work to do, and all of my friends and my family. who knows how i will remember it in 10 years' time?
meh. being all philosophical again. instead of doing work, obviously... bwahahah. i'm the ultimate student procrastinator. erm. nothing to be proud about you say?
c'mon get on with it!