i've finally made it to my 9 o'clock lecture, which i've missed twice already this term (and we're only at the second week ;p). now i've got three hours in front of me, and i need to spent them working working working. readings for this afternoon, readings for tomorrow, readings for my presentation on thursday. i've realised, if i applied myself a bit more and was a bit less lazy, all of my work would get done so incredibly quickly. it'd probably take me about a whole day to do everything for the week, seriously. but i'm lazy, so.
getting back my gender & development essay on thursday, and to tell you the truth... i'm sooooo scared, especially since someone told me that the woman who marks the essay was really tough last year, and people actually complained about it (the problems of courses that are for both postgraduates and undergraduates... the focus is always on one of the two). but well, we'll see. i'm scared that the mark is not going to be so good, and then... adieu to all hopes of getting a first. damn.
jana darling, as you probably have noticed... i have so much work to do at the moment i can't really go anywhere. which is a shame cause i haven't seen you in so long and i do miss you lots. plus i think it would be good for both of us to see each other. but no can do... i don't think i'll even go home for easter. i'm getting far too stressed about all this.
poor jana babes, i swear, as soon as i start working i'll pay for you to do any degree you want to do! it's just so unfair that you can't do things. i have to say, i'm getting more and more pissed off about the bloody european union. what's the point of excluding people like this? it's everything, from your case to how immigrants and refugees in general are treated... it's all bollocks. makes me angry.
and italy makes me angry too. they're so damn stupid, with all their bureaucracy and whatnot. i'm patiently awaiting for a response to see if i have the job in perugia; at the same time, do i really wanna be there? it would be a fantastic chance in terms of work, but being down there... with jay here. damn. i don't know. so i understand you. :/ *lots of virtual hugs*
ok, now i'm going to read about vietnamese literature, ethnic politics and refugees and gender. i'm already bored. ^^;;