jay has been ill for the last three days so i couldn't go see him today. sniff. not fair... i feel like i'm on a comedown and i'm missing my drug. i need to see him... i miss him too much. it sucks.
i'm supposed to write this damn essay, but... i really can't be bothered, obviously. :) i started re-reading the short story i'm doing it on last night at like... 2? i have a pretty clear idea of what i need to write about, the problem now i actually writing it... meh.
apart from that, nothing much is going on. went shopping today; i spent £ 40 and now i have enough food to last me for a lifetime, and the only thought of actually eating it makes me sick. *lol* i am a weirdo, i know...
i really want a nice, new tiny phone. like the samsung e700. but first, i can't afford it (it's a £ 150 or so). and second, my contract with three is until april minimum (stupid 12 month contracts). and i do need my free minutes and free texts... i can't really use pay as you go. if only stupid 3g phones weren't so ugly and big!!! damn.