bye bye 2004, welcome 2005! wow. another year is gone... feels weird doesn't it? guess that when i was a kid i didn't really have a perception of time like i do now, i.e.... a fcked up one. :)
new year's eve was fun, got to watch the fireworks at the london eye from waterloo bridge with sophie, paul and loads of his mates; by midnight i was already completely drunk, and it was all good fun (including peeing on the street and being seen by at least 10 people... lol). after the fireworks i met up with jay and his mates, and we then went home and had more to drink... it didn't go as well as i was hoping it would (long story), but i got everything i wanted. i spent half of the night with my friends and half of the night with my baby, and that's all that matters.
there's no doubt that 2005 will bring a lot of change into my life... something that scares the shit out of me. but i'm sure everything will go well; i've been lucky until now and i believe i'll keep being lucky. in the end, i've got lots of things to look forward to, independence, my story with jay, my friends around... it will all be very interesting, without a doubt.
now i need to start thinking about essays and such again... *sigh*