after today, i'm not going to see jay for three/four weeks (depending on whether i go home for a week or not). now, it's not because he's going away or anything like that. we've decided (well, he's decided and i've put my conditions in) to do this because jay is feeling too stressed and he's got too many things going on, and with the amount of work he has to do in the next three weeks he really needs to concentrate.
obviously, i'm not exactly happy about it. actually, i think it sucks. but what can i do? he's asked me to do it and we've been arguing too much and if it makes things better then so be it. but still... ok ok, it's not a very long time, three weeks. but i'm weak and i know i am going to feel lonely.
damn. why did this have to happen to me?
can someone out there tell me if i'm being too melodramatic? am i wrong in feeling that, for me, this is a big deal?