had a huge row, made up. i spent tuesday night at his house and it was really nice... we're just both really really really stressed out about things. i hadn't realised until last week how many things are going on in my head; all of these weights that i just keep shifting around, thoughts i'm not analysing properly because i can't be bothered and so they just hang over me constantly. the fact that i have to get on that damn train to get to jay doesn't help either. he seriously has to come to my place more often otherwise i will go insane and beat someone to death with my ipod. ^^;
i still have a cold (i'm in the 'extremely sore throat' phase at the mo). it keeps snowing but it doesn't stay, but it's still so bloody cold.
jay is going for a day trip to france with his mates tomorrow, which means i won't see him, obviously. i miss him. too much. things need to change, soon...