yes, indeed, i've neglected my blog lately. a lot of things have been going on...
last week i did all of my readings for my essay due next week, discussed my 'big essay' with my tutor (he said everything's fine and complimented me and basically told me he thinks i'm intelligent... argh, the expectations) and just generally did lots of work. i felt so proud.
and then it all went downhill. i was missing jay lots and i just had a complete fall. i went to sleep crying for four days in a row or something equally silly. i'm not even sure what i was upset about. then i got pissed off with jay and even more depressed... the last drop was spending saturday night on my own with not even a bit of sympathy from jay. i was just so pissed off. we ended up arguing lots and lots and lots until we agreed that there was no point to all the arguing and we love each other really. *lol* yeah. what a waste of four days... now things are more or less ok.
i'm finally seeing him tomorrow. i'm so excited... i can't wait. i've planned a nice dinner with steak and fresh vegetables and stuff... and lots of fun things. *eheheh* you know what i mean.
i went to the pub quiz tonight for the first time in a while... t'was fun, seeing james and fred and fred's mates, and susanna was there with her boyfriend too! which was nice. she's a lovely girl. :) got a bit drunk... ops. but i'm allowed to every now and again, i've been so boring this year. :P
oh and i wanted to say hello to borja... new reader. :) *waves her hand*