my little evening (and night *grin*) with jay went wonderfully; we had the nicest dinner and the nicest time, and i realised how much i'd missed him and how much i love him. guess it wasn't so bad to see each other for 10 days? i mean, it was, really, but the rewards were great too. for once we were really nice to each other, and i even got up at 8 to make him breakfast even though i didn't have to get up until 11 or so. i'm such a nice girlfriend. :)
this essay is possibly the most boring, intricate and useless piece of work i will ever do. i understand the utility of discussing how does democracy happen, what actors and processes are involved and so on, but sometimes it really does get a bit too theoretical. i mean, democracy just happens or doesn't. i don't think we can control it that much, so what's the point of all the theories??? (don't worry, i know what the point is, otherwise i wouldn't be doing the course i'm doing, but i am slightly frustrated. lol)
only one week left this term, one week. the last week of my last proper term at university. it's all going to be over very soon! can't say whether i'm excited or scared or something else, or all of these things. pretty much numb to the whole thing at the moment. i just want to get on with my work really. monday: another lot of one pound coins going into the photocopy machine. i can't believe the amount of photocopying i've done this year. i must have spent at least £50 on photocopying and printing... meh.
dennis has opened a stall in camden lock last week, so i might go see it at some point. how cool is that? one of my friends selling psychedelic clothes and jewellery in camden. yay. :)
might have a bath now. cause, you know, i have written a huge amount of words for my essay. 417. yep, i'm being sarcastic. damn. stupid essay.