life is hard at the moment. i feel a bit ill, some sort of throat infection or something. very annoying. i get them regularly though and at the moment i do feel very weak. i think it's all because of those two days when i didn't eat, and now the infection and not eating are feeding onto each other and so i eat little and feel progressively worse.
but i need to get back on track, exam on friday, my last one! and then a week of freedom... sitting in front of the telly... going out... slowly packing all of my stuff...
it feels so weird that i'm leaving this place already. i do really like this flat... meh.
i still have no clear plans for next year. BUT. i think i know what i want and need to do. that is... i want to go travelling. for six months. all over south east asia. august to february. i need to do something on my own, prove to myself and the world that i can do it. while i'm out there, i might try and volunteer in a couple of places. after that, come back here and find a job; search for a MA and apply for it. i want to do it part-time over the next two years, while working. that sounds ok doesn't it? :)
now we have to see whether it actually happens. ;)