long time no see...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
so my providers fcked up again, and now i have no domain for at least a couple of weeks. damn it.
but anyway. my first four exams went quite well. it was extremely stressful to have four in a week, but now at least they're done... now i've only got one more next friday, so i'm not worrying about it for another couple of days.
the other good news is that i got 73% in my 5,000 word essay which i worked on so hard... so that was nice! there is a good chance i might get a first in the class. :)
now to the bad news...
jay and i are on a break. don't know for how long. don't really know why either. basically it's all coming from him because he's not sure about the relationship anymore. which is absolutely killing me. i've spent the last few days crying and feeling like absolute shite, which is always nice... meh.
what can i say, men are all bastards.
Cheer up...I'm sure you'll work things out...men just freak out when a relationship looks a bit more serious...just give him a bit of time, he'll be back.