breaking down
Friday, June 24, 2005
i cried in my parents' arms for an hour or two today. i don't think i've done that since i was a child.
i am so fucking unhappy.
i don't want this situation anymore. i need a solution. something to put my mind at rest. whether it's positive or negative. because i am tired of crying and i'm tired of slowly but surely breaking down.
I have only just found this site so I am not 100% sure on whats happend. But I do know that you have to get a hold on yourself. I was left pregnant and alone last year. My boyfriend of nearly a year decided he didn't want to know. I was left devastated & utterly heartbroken. I loved him more than I can say and it was so hard. But I had to be strong. I know it doesn't feel like it, but everything WILL get better, keep busy and think about your own self worth.