out
Monday, June 6, 2005
at my brother's house. i feel slightly out of place; everything's a bit too posh, a bit too... don't know, NICE. lol. but yeah it's weird.
leaving the flat was just so bizarre. i was sitting there on my own waiting for my brother and it was so... heart breaking. another year ago and this is it. all of it is gone. i won't be living with sophie and paul again, i won't be going out with jay again, i won't be going to SOAS again. it's all too much you know. all of it.
i'm just not feeling up for it. i want to go home. i can't wait for wednesday, be out of here.
Changes... i came into this web site i don't know how!... :S but i've found many coincidences... my name is Vanina, i'm from México and something similar to your situation with Jay happened to me... Have you thought about visiting México some time in your life?