i sat in the sun this morning, thinking... mmh, by tonight i'll be a nice colour not this mozzarella type stuff anymore!
result: i've burnt my boobs! :( and stomach, and legs. lol. i'm such an idiot.
after that i fell asleep for like 3 hours which i'm guessing it's normal.
it's so hard to miss someone when you know they don't miss you at all, actually, they're glad to be rid of you in some ways (they only miss you for the way you made them feel about themselves - how ironic).
it's been a month and it still hurts so much. i'm not quite sure when it's going to end and i'm scared that it won't... for a long time.
excuse the teenage angst now that i'm almost 21, but life's a bitch. :)