so. i'm here and not there anymore; which means i am in paris right now and not in rijeka anymore... it also means i'm going to london on tuesday.
i had the trip from hell back from croatia, my flight was delayed by two hours and i was stuck inside venice airport (the nice one thank god) with some weird south american tourists and lots of annoying northern italians. when i got home at 11 i just went into overdrive and it's taken me a day to recover, a day full of random bouts of crying and wailing and whatnot. i am so fcking sick and tired of the way i feel.
but i have found a good way to make myself feel better... dear old shopping! i never realised how good it was until now. so while in rijeka i bought two tops and one miniskirt; today i've bought two bags (green, as usual), a pair of jeans, a top and a belt. my mum has also bought me an outfit for my graduation ceremony, a very pretty dress with shoes all from mango. but monday i need to look for something to put on top... mmmh. we'll see. more shopping, here i come!
it really irritates me that i've lost lots of weight and therefore are very skinny and attractive (and modest), i still feel like the only person i want to find me attractive is jay. and now, that is just stupid isn't it? basically... i need to go out and pull some wonderful stranger i guess.
i can't wait for my graduation ceremony, and the moment when i'll be given that damned piece of paper saying that i now have a first class BA in development studies and south east asian studies. land of the free, here i come!
finally, i was shocked by what happened in london. as soon as i found out i was panicking and trying to think of everybody i know... but it seems like everybody is ok. it's all so weird to hear about these things. i wonder how london will be when i get there tuesday...
you need to download letting the cables sleep (n.o.w. remix) by bush. it's the best song ever. :)
you in the dark
you in the pain
you on the run
living a hell
living your ghost
living your end
never seem to get in the place that i belong
don't wanna lose the time
lose the time to come
whatever you say it's alright
whatever you do it's all good
whatever you say it's alright...