i feel at peace. i won't let anything affect me anymore, because it's not worth it. i have always done my best.
i feel a lot better now. a lot better. i am happy, because i am in a situation that's right for me now; i am free, i am independent. i am with people who will always be honest with me... and that's all that matters to me.
i can look at the future, at all the happiness it will bring.
and i feel once again that i need to thank giles. he's been my support through thick and thin in the last month and a half, and he's made me happy. i have nothing to worry about anymore.
this is cryptic, but who is concerned will understand. and that will probably be just me, but you know... this is my life.