weird day...
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
i feel beautiful and i feel interesting and i feel intelligent, and maybe i'm big headed, but fuck i'd rather be big headed and confident than insecure like i always am!
and i deserve, only the best, not this shit. i won't take it anymore. i'm sorry, i care about you a lot, but i won't let you ruin every single memory i have of you. you better sort your head out cause next time, it's gonna be you who's fucked over. you've made one mistake already, why do you insist in your behaviour if you know it will just lead you the same way?
from tomorrow, this is a closed chapter. i won't think about it anymore. i have my nice memories, and i'll keep those, but everything that's been said in the last three months, i don't care anymore.
i have... someone else to think about now... someone who treats me the way i deserve to be treated, and it might not be perfect, but it's all i want and it's all i need.
excuse me, i'm gonna go live my life to the full now!
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