why does it still upset me, the indifference? do i really want it any other way? i sure don't want to go back, and right now, i don't want anything more... maybe i want even less. it was a mistake on my part in the first place, because i knew i would get upset, whatever the response. i feel so stupid sometimes...
but enough of being cryptic. seriously. i'm becoming too mysterious... :)
i'm having half lazy half busy days; today i replied to lots of emails, finished washing my stuff, irones clothes, put my suitcases away... and watched some more of the o.c. (on my last day in london, on a whim, i bought the first season boxset!)...
i'm a bit bored but well. my mum is coming back tonight so i should have stuff to do tomorrow... plus i should call an old friend of mine who lives here... and jana is coming to visit soon!
meh. uninteresting entry. i'm sorry. i feel boring today. plus i have a headache. damn. :(