movable type has been updated to the swanky 3.20 version. looks cool. obviously wasn't working initially, but managed to fix the problem asap (i hadn't uploaded a file that was needed... erm).
started reading old entries... well from may/june. i was such a fool, really. but well, i can't change what happened in the past, but i can change the future. i deserve much better than that, than my happiness being ruined by lies and dishonesty. i got through it and need to learn my lesson.
it's nice to wake up in the morning and not feel sad. get through half a day and realising 'i haven't thought about it once' and then that makes you think about it and you know what? you don't care. it doesn't break your heart anymore, it doesn't even hurt. you feel a tiny bit sad because it went so wrong, but you know that the past is the past and everything is so much better now.
i have a sore throat and my stomach feels funny and my eyes are all tired; i think i'm coming down with something, dammit! i don't have time for this. need to change my eurostar ticket tomorrow, at ALL COSTS, for the 18th. can't wait... can't wait...
and if you ruin me for every other guy who'll be around, what does that mean?
hey! look at the pictures from this summer and comment people! can i tell you which one is my personal favourite at the moment (and my msn icon)? this one. ain't i cheesy. :)