she's out of my life
and i don't know whether to laugh or cry
i don't know whether to live or die
and it cuts like a knife
she's out of my life...
was supposed to wake up at 10 and didn't even hear the alarm. got to stop staying online until 4 o'clock in the morning dammit! all his fault... :) even though, it was so pretty, when i felt sleepy and i could hear the rain outside since i had my window open... talking about anything and everything... it's something i haven't done in a long time.
sitting here with nescafe, letting the cables sleep and cold air through the open window. i'm waking up slowly and then, the plan for today!
antiques market (sort of flea market) and then charlie and the chocolate factory, FINALLY! i've got to see that film!
i think i feel really out of place here. it's not my city; i love a lot of things about it, but it still doesn't feel right, not the way london does. even though london makes me sad in other ways, everywhere reminds me of things finished that i want back, and i'm talking about uni here (don't worry)!!! but london also has my friends, my knight in shining armour... ah, london. it's my damnation.
i keep watching things i've recently watched - crash, thirteen, spaced... and i can recommend them all!!! it's so nice to have finally met someone who's really into films and good tv series and can recommend stuff.
and with this, i'll go and have fun. :) fucking cold outside though. :/