why are goodbyes always so hard for me, even though I KNOW they're not forever?
leaving people behind, or being left behind... it makes me so sad. i've had so many goodbyes in my life, and still i can't get used to them. i should be happy, having people all over the place who care about me.
i guess i need to be glad there's someone else i really care about, someone else i'll want to see and i can visit in the future, and it doesn't matter i won't see him for a while.
i'm just scared of getting lonely out here, because... there's no support system, so to speak, there aren't that many people i consider friends, and one less makes a big difference.
well. i have no choice but to get used to it.
how much have i changed since a year ago?