i keep listening to a wonderful cover of love will tear us by apart by the cure - and i think, is that what is going to happen to me? because i know love will just keep tearing me apart, again and again. and this is not to say i'm unlucky - the way i feel and live life is just what it is, and i have accepted it by now.
it just makes me wonder - if i let myself go again, how high are the chances i will be hurt again? am i able to contain myself enough not to get hurt again, or should i just avoid relationships altogether?
well, that was my plan until not so long ago, but it all went out of the window and i can't seem to keep to my word.
what can i do?
how much truth can there be in a song...?
you could be my silver spring
blue-green colors flashing
i would be your only dream
your shining over ocean crashing
don't say that she's pretty
and did you say that she loved you
baby i don't want to know
so i begin not to love you
turn 'round, see me running
i say i loved you years ago
but tell myself you never loved me no
and don't say that she's pretty
and did you say that she loved you
baby i don't want to know
oh no
and can you tell me was it worth it
baby i don't want to know
time cast a spell on you
but you won't forget me
i know I could have loved you
but you would not let me...
fleetwood mac - silversprings