tired, very tired.
Friday, June 9, 2006
yesterday morning i sat at my desk and the world started turning around me and i seriously thought i was going to pass out; turns out (as i expected it) i have low blood pressure. i'd already felt it in laos, when i was constantly tired... need to eat more salt, apparently - i already eat everything so salty! - and i've started taking all sorts of vitamins again. might have to drink more of that horrible WFP hydrating salts or whatever they're called. sigh.
my moods are weird and lots of things don't help (oh, it's a long story).
got my ticket for kuala lumpur yesterday which makes it all so much more real... sigh. i'll be sad when i leave.
now i'll stop being silly and do something useful around the office.
The feeling of getting a ticket to somewhere, whether going or coming, always seems to be a bit mixed -- like you've got something to do but it's also just fixed your future a bit as a result! So that kind of moodiness is familiar to me...