i can't help it.
it's meh-ess all around.
even though plenty of nice things have happened in the last few days, i feel meh.
it didn't help that my mother thought it'd be a good idea to come into my room this morning and turn this really noisy computer on WHILST I WAS ASLEEP. i hate being woken up when i don't need to. bloody hell, i hate waking up in general - who's lived with me knows you can't speak to me for half an hour after i get up. i need to sit down, submerge myself into my book and eat cereal. anyway, that put me in a bad mood for the day, but i'm in a bad mood in general so i guess it doesn't make much of a difference.
all this is to say: i've turned into a hermit who doesn't want to have any contact with the outside world (don't ask me why, i know it's silly) so i'm not writing emails and coming online and actually talking to people. i'm sorry. it will end soon (i hope).
and now i'll go shout at the kids from the high school next door for the upteenth time today, because they've decided our little street is the best place in paris to scream, throw rubbish on the floor and piss in the corners. and i'm not joking.
meh.
meh.
MEH!!!