let's start the list with:
seeing m turning bacon over in the grill with chopsticks.
that's what you get for having a half japanese boyfriend.
i find it quite confusing, how english he is (which i find so attractive, i've got a thing for english people, come on, you should know by now) and yet... japanese? which i find so attractive because... ah, who knows? am i supposed to understand why i like him as much as i do?
my brain feels like it's been in disuse for about a century and so work today was limited to three or four articles. i have a vague idea of what i should write this essay about, but 5,000 words are going to take a while so i really should start soon. thank god i've only got to hand it my draft by the 19th. this term is going to kill me.
i seriously have never been so scared of something starting as right now. hilary term 2007 is terrifying me and i don't know how i'm going to make it. it just seems too much to do and learn and understand.
and let's not even start on my feeling guilty for having done very, very little in the last three or four weeks. i have no excuses, really, if not that last term psychologically drained me.
anyway, enough whining. things are nowhere as bad as they sound, really.
if only we could just stay in our little cocoon, you and me... it feels so safe. i want to feel safe.