i don't really know what to do. i have no desire whatsoever to move into the new room - i can cope with the room itself, but the bathroom? and the disgusting kitchen? i just don't see the point of moving somewhere where i really don't want to be. so i don't really know. plus, of course, the accommodation person is gone today, and i won't be able to do anything until monday. sigh. the plan is to mostly sleep in m's room anyway, but still. if i have to pay for a room (which i have to) at least i want it to be a decent room. i want to be able to cook and have showers in my flat without going 'ewwww' in my head every three seconds.
sigh.
what the hell am i gonna do?